Depressing Poems

These are most all of my depressing poems. I haven't added here for awhile. That's a good sign.

Falsehood

You wouldn't believe how hard I tried

I pushed and pulled untill I died

My blood flowing quickly and heart pounding fast

Beating at my chest it stops at last

Now stranded in darkness, and surrounded by death

My mind is free, at last it can rest

It can rest from the torment that you put it through

It can rest from the torture of asking who

Who was it that gave me the idea of love

That idea of floating near the clouds above

Then I fell to the ground, rushing up from below

It was now my time to go

They all knew it wasn't meant to be

But they still let me think, that he cared for me

Now all I am is anothe rlost soul

Mixed withing the huge depression bowl

Waiting for the one with such devotion

He who actually has that emotion

-2000

15 years

I’m loosing control

So much I wish to be happy

But whenever I try I fail

Into the depths of hatred I fall

When someone makes me smile I cry

Because I do not experience happiness

I long for that emotion

But I was not made with it

Happiness is something I must earn

So far it’s been 15 years

They search for reasons to punish me

They search for ways to make me miserable

They tell me things that I now doubt

They have no reason to treat me like this

I always tried to do good

But it never worked, so now im myself and its worse

That’s life they say

Deal with it they say

They don’t care anymore

Soon I’ll be gone, but I’ll have to say

Goodbye to all those people who have kept

My life together…. To this very day

2001

-Shari’ Carr-

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